The weekend before we became a family of 4, we decided to spend a special day with Ava. So we took her to the zoo. She had so much fun. All I kept thinking about was "in 3 days we will have another baby". I was so excited to have another little girl...but a little sad for Ava because now she would have to share us. I still deal with a little bit of guilt every now and then (lot less than right at first). Mostly when Ava wants me to do something with her and I cant because I cant leave Emma in the house alone or I'm feeding/rocking/changing...lol. Sometimes I feel like Ava did not get to be a baby long enough. Although she is 2 now and is growing up, she is still a baby to me. She likes to sit in "mama's lap" and she wants to be held. I am so grateful that we got to spend such a special day with her. Dont get me wrong...I know she will NEVER remember this day...nor her life before her baby sister....but we will and these are memories we can cherish!
She loved riding the horse!
A lift from Dad
It was not that sunny...but she wanted her "gasses"
We finished the day with Mexican...yum!!!
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