20 days to go......

I can't believe that in 20 days I will have another baby. I am still in shock and find it hard to believe that after everything we went through to have Ava, this baby was a BIG surprise. A WONDERFUL surprise, but a surprise non the less. I am going to be a mother of 2 and just 3 years ago I was in a deep depression because I did not think I would ever have any children. My house is still a disaster zone with all the construction. Ava and I had to evacuate last night to my Mom's and will be there a few days while the smell of stain and sealant clears out. Jason is EXHAUSTED!!!! He is working almost non-stop to get the baby's room and my new office complete. If everything goes well, he should be finished by this weekend. I want him to be able to have a few days to relax, because in 3 weeks he is going to be busy again......