I can't sleep these days. The indigestion is soooo bad that every time I lay down I get sick and throw up. It's been days since I have been able to go all day without getting sick. I hope and pray that the cure for all this is delivery!!!! Speaking of delivery...that's in 5 days. I can't believe that our new baby daughter will be here in 5 days. We managed to get the two rooms finished. We still need to hang the curtains in Emma's room, but for the most part everything is done. My plan is to try and get my house clean Thursday. I have my final Dr's appointment Friday and then we will spend the weekend just relaxing and being with Ava. I know that she will never remember what it is like to be the only child and get all the attention, but I can't help but feel a little sad for her. She loves climbing up in my lap and watching TV. I hope she understands that she may not be able to do that every time she wants to now. She also loves to get in bed with me in the morning when her daddy leaves for work. She will sleep another 30 minutes to 1 hour. I'm not sure how well that will work with the new baby. So many things are going to change and I know that most will be for the best. I just hope we can adjust....
With my thoughts of the future I can't help but think of the past. Here is Ava just a few hours old.....
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It is an adjustment to bring a new baby home. Morgan was 3 when Lauren was born and all she wanted to do was hold her because she knew the focus was on the "new" baby. We just had to keep in mind that she still needed love and attention too even though I was dead tired. While Lauren was napping, I was sure to hold Morgan, play with her, or read her stories. It will be much easier when Emma is old enough to laugh and play with Ava. I hope your sickness does go away with delivery. That has to be miserable, but when you see that beautiful face it will all be worth it. I'm so happy for you!
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